Friday, August 27, 2010
Slowly changing into someone else, never thinking this metamorphosis would or could come to pass. This change is not negative or cumbersome. This change is far from any preconceived notion of what or how it would be... how it would be once enveloped in its threads, wrapped up and float-fluttering in its winds. It is in so many ways enlightening and fulfilling. A new illumination, a new energy is beginning to emerge... out from within. New and beautiful doors are opening all the time now. Feverish emotion and fervent self-realization is exposing itself.
Last night a dark door opened and inside... walls covered in foolish worry and past perception that should now be non-existent. Unfortunately, it seems at the most vulnerable of times, paranoia still paints the walls of certain rooms. Luckily I can choose. So I'm closing this door. Hopefully new paint will arrive soon. A little paint can go a long way.